Thursday, June 25, 2009

off day. the kinda day where ur supposed to relax & spend time with the people u wanna right. wrong.

seriously. i gotta stop that default assumption and thought in my mind that every time i m out of camp. u ll actually be happy to meet me. and i also gotta stop thinking that i m important enough in ur life for u to value the things that i say. at the end of the day, i m just any other person whom u happen to share a deeper emotional attachment [or emotional outbursts i m not so sure] to, and ur outing companion when u feel like it.

anyway. the plans i had on facebook have been tweaked. which leaves me asking myself, depend on others. wad the freak. i shud have just spent the day at home. drinking my h2o, reading the undercover economist, playing dota, go out to market to eat roast duck and pork rice that actually tastes good, and cheaper too. movie with reagan. that ll be the nice part at least. it was nice to know on monday that even tho i so bastardly ps-ed him, that i could feel his genuine disappointment. not that i m some sadist hu likes to disappoint my closest frens, but its nice to know that someone actually had high expectations and was pretty on [pardon the lame description, i have limited vocab] about going out with u. oh ya. and half a star, i say bullocks to the guy hu wrote the review. heh. its michael bay man, cant be that bad...

havent hung out with jared & matt for awhile. gotta ask them out on one of the sunday evenings since saturdays are totally burnt now.

i decided that unless cresendo ends up occupying the whole of 21st november. i will go again. hopefully, i ll have nice company to run, play soccer and have fun with then. if thats the case, then i ll have to alter my driving plans. but i m must emphasize that i ll go there either as a copa or an ops clerk, no exercise troop please. eagle hill was fun, but my knee was screaming by the time i got up. so i dont wanna screw it up again, i can barely shoot the ball hard in soccer now either. knee spolit. tsk. hmm. another hour plus before i leave, might as well plan alittle now. i havent given up hope on starting a business so i have income throughout uni and not have to depend on my parents for pocket money. but i m absolutely clueless on how and where to start. hmm...

hopefully the rest of this day will be a relaxing one. and like i told myself. after this week of nights offs, off, slack duty and rest. i m finally gonna shed that post cresendo hangover and get back to being the dedicated committed worker i ought to be, i ll try to throw in less 'disrespectful' as well, but i dunno wads with that bugger, and i hate scheming to screw people, politics are a major life drain.

|cowpoo| 11:58 AM|

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